careless whispers

in a place where frens abound
sometimes the casual banter
may hide silent whispers...


got to know there were rumours of me somewhere. i've not heard of them, do not know from whence it came, nor do i need to know. all i know is, i'm true to myself and to the one.

i really hope my frens who heard them, know me enough and are able to treat me as the same fren they knew, and not with a wary eye. to me, everyone is my fren (except NCK), eventhough i may seem quiet or aloof, but inside i really wanted to be great frens wif everyone, to look after each other and enjoy the times together... it's a kind of frenship that i've not had for a very long time and truly yearned for, and which i feel i actually now have...

still... sometimes it can be really overbearing, and makes me afraid to be nice to frens, for fear of giving life to even more whispers. i know i can't tell them what they should think, nor do i want to... i don't have many frens and i don't wish to lose any more... i'm not afraid of whispers, and i place trust in my frens to see me beyond them too... but i've no wish to retreat back into a shell again and seen only from a distance...

careless whispers do no good to anyone and hurts everyone...

my frens, i have faith in you... have faith in me too...