Thursday, March 23, 2006

careless whispers

in a place where frens abound
sometimes the casual banter
may hide silent whispers...


got to know there were rumours of me somewhere. i've not heard of them, do not know from whence it came, nor do i need to know. all i know is, i'm true to myself and to the one.

i really hope my frens who heard them, know me enough and are able to treat me as the same fren they knew, and not with a wary eye. to me, everyone is my fren (except NCK), eventhough i may seem quiet or aloof, but inside i really wanted to be great frens wif everyone, to look after each other and enjoy the times together... it's a kind of frenship that i've not had for a very long time and truly yearned for, and which i feel i actually now have...

still... sometimes it can be really overbearing, and makes me afraid to be nice to frens, for fear of giving life to even more whispers. i know i can't tell them what they should think, nor do i want to... i don't have many frens and i don't wish to lose any more... i'm not afraid of whispers, and i place trust in my frens to see me beyond them too... but i've no wish to retreat back into a shell again and seen only from a distance...

careless whispers do no good to anyone and hurts everyone...

my frens, i have faith in you... have faith in me too...

2 Comments:

Blogger xiaohei said...

rumours are frightening...they can appear from nowhere and hurt somebody.sometimes i really want to hide from reality and live in a world of no lies, no rumours, no harm, just pure friendship and relationship. I understand where you are coming from on this matter and i hope these 'careless whispers' can disappear in the wind and not come back again...

1:13 AM  
Blogger Shinystar said...

Hey no matter what happened u still have us here... i believe most of us or most of your friends should know what type of person u are... As u said they are rumours which mean they are not true... so why bother so much right??? *Pat pat*

1:20 PM  

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