Big King Kong

Hadn't blogged in quite awhile...

just watched King Kong at Lot 1, such a sad show.

after timeless eons of loneliness, big kong finally found the one worth his life for...
and sadly, as fate often would have it, the one thing he strives for, goes from his grasp in the end, and even then he was still king until his life ebbs away. at least his love was there when he closes his eyes for the last time.

the audience around me was sniffing away towards the end of the show already, and the buckets really fell when the curtains closed. even guys were crying.

i think i'm no longer feeling, and may have lost the ability to cry... maybe because i've left nothing inside me anymore... maybe because i'm alone too... and all i could was watch with dry sad eyes... but somehow the heart weeps for big kong.

he did not manage to say much, or anything at all, but big kong with Ann Darrow and the other characters, spoke volumes...

we all fight for what we love, even if we know that it will slip from our grasp in the end, but we strove on... for the until the last moment when we have our love with us, when we close our eyes for the last time, we know, that the life had been worth it. we all do what we can to protect what we loved, and to that end we all are kings, like big kong on the pedestral, until we let go with watered eyes, and fall...

the more we give, the less we leave for ourselves, but the more we keep, the emptier we feel inside... this is a real cold hardened world we live in, but we gotta keep on moving. we all have to do what we have to do, for while we control our destiny, fate controls our lives. we make do with what we can.

i guess our greatest fear is that when we gave all our hearts to someone, we don't get loved back. glad that at least big kong didn't suffer that fear.

a beautiful sad show... sunsets and all.