Work to live or live to work?

Tired, so this is gonna be short... maybe edit longer later.

After CGW and now student attachment over liao (except some loose ends haven tie up yet), thot can rest... instead got more work then ever. Now that YAP is waiting to run full-steam (and design companies r calling me up to ask if they've got the job - which i can't answer coz haven shown sponsors their works yet - which they can't coz they too tied up with events)... can't imagine how i'm suppose to make a miracle happen less then 2 months from now and make the event a success... but i gotta do it somehow.

The filming for the other aspect of the project is gonna start soon... again i'm like coordinating like siao. With my D happily telling them i'm the engine of the whole thing, i'm rushing to come up with material (as with YAP n interpretative signages - which i did almost all of them over Deepavali, Hari Raya n a Saturday in office), answering their queries, pleading with other divisions to let the filming proceed yet sensitive to their concerns and the film co. giving me details so last minute, and then i have to get everything cleared by another department so everything can proceed (and she had not given me the okay yet... later's the shoot liao... think i'm either gonna shoot someone or myself).

And now the LPS thingy is gonna start again... more mayhem and chaos... and i'm still coordinating the whole bloody thing alone, over 4 divisions and 2 contractors - islandwide.

Oh, not forgetting the H-roads and the recent fracas... had to argue with my AD coz he's so blatantly wrong over what was already set in stone - and he expected his word to overturn what our D, the planners, regulators, etc had already agreed months ago, and verbally wants me to do as he say. Now who's not thinking, and why didn't he voice out during the few times he ever looked at what i had proposed (he didn't even attended a single discussion, let alone know what's goin on). The hell with him, i'm not gonna let him ruin the whole thing and blame it on me. At least if i make my own decisions and is wrong, i'll gladly take full responsibility. Now that the legal AD is asking for opinions, why is my AD so quiet now? At least i've got a small victory with the rest backing my proposal.

And now, while my S/Hd is on leave, i'm covering and doing HIS work in addition to my own, which is quite alot.

And my AD still has the cheek to ask if i'm not overloaded yet, and that there's no such thing as being overloaded - he's a fine exampe... so many to do yet still can go home at 5.45pm. Yeah, that's b'coz he's nothing between his ears and let us do all the work while he uses his mouth. Now that he's mention that he'll want Jeff to concentrate on CIB full-time, i'll be taking over Jeff's committee secretarial role. Shitz...

40+ consecutive days of being in office to work or at least clearing some stuff... and still counting.


zzzz................