Realization

Question to the stranger...

why do i put so much into my work? do i really love what i do? giving my best into whatever task i own? helping to pick up on slack of my superiors? spending so much time in office???

among the many other reasons at my disposal, most of which are probably true:

nice way to phrase it -

i take absolute pride in giving my best standard of work, regardless of what others opined, hence lay upon myself the responsibility to see things through, and feel duty-bound as an employee to make sure the organisation runs smooth where and when i have the ability to oil it.

honestly critical way to put it -

am accumulating negative feelings and reasons to quit the organisation when i can put up no longer, and leaving all the frustrations behind. hands and legs will make sure i won't starve before realising my dream, so i will keep on movin.


Revelation.

THIS is a job, Not a career, and certainly NOT my dream future.

watch closely the ticking timebomb's last stroke...