let her go, set myself free

It's finally done. After chatting wif the angel these last few nights, it had become clear that the angel is not meant to be mine. I can never fit her simple criteria of an ideal guy, though i sincerely hope she does fine one that'll be her shining knight. Will do being her good fren :)

Gave it lengthy thought and have decided it's time i let her go, regardless of how much i've thought of her in the past 2 years or did for her, foolishly or otherwise. But i've no regrets coz she had been a real friend (well, not as really good as i had wanted but...). Just told her the "good" news and i'm glad both of us will be the better for it. This dream of two years i had harboured is now ended. Letted her go, and setted myself free. I know i may not find anymore angels in the future - she is an angel but belongs to herself and to others. Knowing she's happy somehow i feel relieved. Blessed that she's in good hands.

Time to begin my scorpio hunts now.... hahahahaha. And bless the road ahead for me too.